June 2020 TBR

So, long time no see! Taylor here with my June TBR. June is also Pride Month and that is hella exciting! Bisexual me is living for my first Pride Month out and proud. This month I am trying to focus on mainly LGBT+ reads. I have one book that I need to finish from starting last month. I have many plans but since I have been mood reading I gave myself a large TBR that I can pick and choose from. Here all the books I want to try to read in the month of June!

  1. Joyride by Anna Banks
  2. Wayward Son by Rainbow Rowell
  3. Reign of the Fallen by Sarah Glenn Marsh
  4. Docile by K.M. Szpara

5. Girls of Paper and Fire by Natasha Ngan
6. Girls of Storm and Shadow by Natasha Ngan
7. Starworld by Audrey Coulthurst and Paula Gardner
8. Of Ice and Shadows by Audrey Coulthurst

9. This Coven Won’t Break by Isabel Sterling
10. Gideon the Ninth by Tamsin Muir
11. The Fascinators by Andrew Eliopus
12. Summer of Salt by Katrina Leno

13. The Princess and the Fangirl by Ashley Poston
14. They Both Die at the End by Adam Silvera
15. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins-Reid
16. The Love Interest by Cale Dietrich

What books are you planning on reading in the month of June? I know for a fact I will not get to all of these books but I am hoping to get to a handful! Between audiobooks and having some down time to read at work, my goal is six of these books!

Tag Tuesday: Anything but Books Tag

This is a tag that I found from Ali at HardbackHoarder. The tag’s creator is ReadorRot. I thought this would be a quick and fun tag to do today! Also something a little different.

1. Name a cartoon(s) that you love
Hi, my name is Taylor and I am a weeb. The only cartoons I find myself watching these days is anime. My all time favorite anime is Tokyo Ghoul. I BINGED that show a couple years ago. I really love Vampire Knight as well.

2. What is your favorite song right now?
Right now the song I find myself going to listen to is Am I the Only One by SF9. IT IS SO GOOD OH MY GOD.

3. What could you do for hours (that isn’t reading)?
Something I can sit down and do for hours, that is not reading a book, is sit down to watch K-Dramas or C-Dramas or J-Dramas or Thai BL Dramas.

4. What is something you love to do that your followers would be surprised by?
Sadly, there isn’t much that is surprising about me. I have the tendency to be good at videos games sometimes. I tend to beat a Fire Emblem game in under two days.

5. What is your favorite unnecessarily specific thing to learn about (this can do with books, I guess)?
I love learning about the human body and how it works. I don’t want to work in the health industry (been there, done that) but I do love how the body works. I also really like learning about ghosts and old, vacant buildings.

6. What is something unusual you know how to do?
This might not be unusual but I can shoot an empty can with a pistol from across an empty field. I used to live in the middle of nowhere and that was one of the things my fiance and I would do when the weather was nice.

7. Name something you’ve made in the last year (and show us, if you can)
I don’t make many things besides food and I can’t show that. I eat it shortly after.

8. What is your most recent personal project?
My most recent personal project is trying to plan my wedding.

9. Tell us something you think about often (maybe while staring out of windows)
I don’t stare out the windows often but when I do it is usually raining or snowing and I find myself thinking that it looks cold outside. I’m pretty lame.

10. Give us something that’s your favorite, but make it something oddly specific, not like your favorite food, but like your favorite food when you’ve been studying for hours and forgot to eat. Or, you know, something like that
My favorite things is a feeling I get when I am with Chelsea. We can either be at a show or we can just be hanging out at her apartment or mine. The feeling of acceptance and a lot of laughter. It is a hard feeling to explain but I feel it every single time we’re together and it makes me so, so happy.

Review: Children of Blood and Bone

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Children of Blood and Bone by Tomi Adeyemi
Published: March 6, 2018
Publisher: Henry Holt Company
Pages: 544
Format: Audiobook
Genre: Fantasy, Young Adult, Fiction
Rating: ★★★★★

Zélie Adebola remembers when the soil of Orïsha hummed with magic. Burners ignited flames, Tiders beckoned waves, and Zélie’s Reaper mother summoned forth souls. But everything changed the night magic disappeared. Under the orders of a ruthless king, maji were killed, leaving Zélie without a mother and her people without hope. Now Zélie has one chance to bring back magic and strike against the monarchy. With the help of a rogue princess, Zélie must outwit and outrun the crown prince, who is hell-bent on eradicating magic for good. Danger lurks in Orïsha, where snow leoponaires prowl and vengeful spirits wait in the waters. Yet the greatest danger may be Zélie herself as she struggles to control her powers and her growing feelings for an enemy. 

This is a book that I bought as soon as it came out but for some reason, it took just shy of two years before I picked it up. I am ashamed that it has taken me so long but I’m so happy I have finally gotten to it. Tomi created a glorious tale that tackles current events in our world as she pieced her fantasy tale together. My heart was breaking left and right as I read though this first novel. I am shocked this was a debut novel but I am not surprised from all the wonderful things I had been hearing for this book. The magic system was so intriguing as well as the mythology created to go with the world.

Tomi Adeyemi created such a stunning piece of work that I was shocked to find out this was a debut novel. I knew she has never written a book before but with the way she weaved a story together made my heart feel otherwise. Tomi confused my heart in more ways than one. I would love and then quickly dislike a character before loving them once again. Each chapter that lead me closer to the ending squeezed my heart more and more. Zélie is a character who is flawed yet still so agreeable. I loved her and her friendships as well as her relationship with her family.

While this is easily a five star novel, there was one thing I wish I had more of. The magic system was created from scratch and I love created mythology and magic systems. There are the tables to help explain the system as where it came from but I was still left wanting more stories and more magic development. I wanted more of the world created but knowing this was the first book in a trilogy, I am going to get more of the mythology and more of the magic system.

Taylor’s 2020 Goals

The new year brings a new list of goals. I have a handful of goals for my reading, for my YouTube channels, and for this blog! Below I have each listed, trying to keep them as organized I can but they all kind of bleed together.

Reading Goals

– Goodreads Goal: 75 to 100
– Try to read 12 different series
– Read one classic a month
– Complete 12 manga series
– Two net galley ARCs a month

While I am not exactly on a book buying ban, I do want to try to keep from spending money on books while I have such a vast library. So, trying to keep that in mind, I want to read 10 books before I buy one. Using my own personal library as well as utilizing the library in my city, I should be able to calm whatever desire I have to spend money on books.

YouTube Channels

– The first thing I wanted to do was open a Kpop specific channel and luckily I have done this already. Kpopish.Taylor
– For both channels, I do have a subscriber goal but I am keeping that to myself so I don’t jinx it.
– For my BookTube, I would like to post Monday, Wednesday, and Friday’s with a weekly vlog on Sunday.
– I would like to start doing more reviews.
– For the Kpop channel, I would like to do more reactions and unboxings since I am still growing my collection.

Blog Goals

– I would like to continue having daily posts. I have a schedule, just have to make sure I stick to it.
– I need to make dedicated ARC posts in order to share with Publishers and sites like NetGalley.
– I would like to start leaving drama reviews since I have been watching so many recently.

January Anticipated Releases

With the start of a new month, that brings a new batch of books being releases. Here are some of the books we are looking forward to being releases in January 2020.

January 01
It’s My Life

January 07
Scavenge the Stars
Lady Hotspur
Loveboat, Taipei
A Heart so Fierce and Broken
One of Us Is Next
We Used to Be Friends
A Love Hate Thing
Jane Anonymous
Wonderwoman: Graphic Novel

January 14
Dark and Deepest Red
Infinity Son
Lucky Caller
Finding Mr. Better Than You

January 21
Tweet Cute
Rogue Princess
The Hand on the Wall
What I Carry

January 28
How to Build A Heart
Don’t Read the Comments

January 2020 Random Dance Play-athon!

While this post is going up before the New Year, I wish you all nothing but wonderful days in the next year. Happiest of New Years!! Here is our first RDP of 2020.

Challenge One
Maze of Memories by Stray Kids
Reread a favorite book

Challenge Two
California – The Rose
Read a book about coming/going home

Challenge Three
Obsession by Exo
Read a hyped book

Challenge Four
Hollywood by AB6IX
Read a book to movie adaptation

Challenge Five
Letting Go by Day6
Read a book involving a breakup

Challenge Six
Win by Ateez
Read an award winning book

Challenge Seven
Senorita by VAV
Read a book that is under-rated

Challenge Eight
247 by Seventeen
Read a book you have been looking forward to

Review: The Guinevere Deception

The Guinevere Deception by Kiersten White
Published: November 5, 2019
Publisher: Delacorte Press
Pages: 352
Genre: Fantasy, Young Adult, Retelling
Rating: ★★★

From New York Times bestselling author Kiersten White comes a new fantasy series reimagining the Arthurian legend, set in the magical world of Camelot. There was nothing in the world as magical and terrifying as a girl. Princess Guinevere has come to Camelot to wed a stranger: the charismatic King Arthur. With magic clawing at the kingdom’s borders, the great wizard Merlin conjured a solution–send in Guinevere to be Arthur’s wife . . . and his protector from those who want to see the young king’s idyllic city fail. The catch? Guinevere’s real name–and her true identity–is a secret. She is a changeling, a girl who has given up everything to protect Camelot. To keep Arthur safe, Guinevere must navigate a court in which the old–including Arthur’s own family–demand things continue as they have been, and the new–those drawn by the dream of Camelot–fight for a better way to live. And always, in the green hearts of forests and the black depths of lakes, magic lies in wait to reclaim the land. Arthur’s knights believe they are strong enough to face any threat, but Guinevere knows it will take more than swords to keep Camelot free. Deadly jousts, duplicitous knights, and forbidden romances are nothing compared to the greatest threat of all: the girl with the long black hair, riding on horseback through the dark woods toward Arthur. Because when your whole existence is a lie, how can you trust even yourself?

I was approved for the e-ARC of this book through NetGally in exchange for an honest review.

The idea of this book was so fun and so interesting! I wasn’t as obsessed with Arthurian times as a lot of people seem to be but I do know the stories and always enjoyed seeing cartoon moves about this time period. I think not knowing much about the original tale might have hindered my experience with this book. I was confused a solid 40%-50% of the story and while I feel it can be partially my fault, it can also be with the story telling. The reveals were too slow or they would come at a time that made no sense. Things did pick up after the 50% mark but by then I was just waiting for the story to be over. It was saved by the ending though because when I say things picked up, they PICKED UP!

Like I said, the idea of this story is amazing. Female empowerment during a time like this was unheard of but the fact that Kiersten spun a world where there were feminist themes just intrigued me. I had the feeling something was off the moment the first chapter ended. From then on, I was confused and just questioning everything. While I feel like that was meant to happen, I do not feel like leaving the reader in the dark for 40-50% is good writing. While this could have been totally my fault, I found out that I am not the only one who felt this way.

It took too long for anything to get solved and when it did, it would give me one or two more questions! When a big reveal happened about 60% of the way through the book, things really took off. Action packed and I found myself just turning page after page to find out what was going to happen. Then, it was over. I was sad because I felt like things were finally happening and then, it was all over. I did like the ending enough to give this book three stars, otherwise it would have been a solid two stars for me.

I am looking forward to the next book but currently, I am not dying for it. I will give this book a shot in it’s final form before the second book in the series comes out but I am in no rush to reread it right now. I feel like the audiobook might be a good way to go because I know when things get confusing, hearing the story helps me to keep everything in line. So when a reread is due, I will give the story a listen.

Stuck on Repeat

Instead of having the usual Saturday post, I moved it to Sunday! There are too many new songs to simply skip this week’s Stuck on Repeat.

Crash and Burn by Got 7

This just so happens to be a B-Side from their latest comeback and let me tell you, this is slowly creeping up my favorites. It is one of the many bops that have come from this latest comeback.

Savage – A.C.E.

A.C.E. continues to surprise me. Everything they put out just BOPS! While I got into them before Under Cover, I am going to consider this my first comeback with these five boys and I just… They blow my mind. I remember Chelsea and I replaying Byeongkwan and WOW’s teasers when they were released while we were in Chicago for KARD and PLT at the end of the last month. I was not disappointed and these boys are so talented and deserve all the love!

Power by EXO

With the looming EXO comeback happening at the end of the month, I have been diving full force into their back catalog. This is one of the songs I stumbled upon and let me say, I literally had this song stuck on repeat Friday night when I was cleaning my apartment at like 1:00 am. There is something about this song that had be bopping around my kitchen mopping in the wee hours of the morning and I was happy to be doing it!

Love Talk by WayV

THIS. SONG. Let me say. I made the “mistake” by watching this video a couple days ago and if I wasn’t wrecked by these boys before, I am now. I am WinWin and YangYang biased (I have a thing for double names I guess). Lucas is slotted as my official wrecker but now we have Ten and Hendery and Kun and Xiaojun. Besides the visuals, all of these boys are just talent kings between the rappers and the vocalists. WayV deserves every good thing they have coming to them and I have a feeling with this comeback, a lot of good is coming to them.

Mommae by Jay Park

So, I haven’t watched this video, I have only listened to the song but uh… I see handcuffs. Anyways, I have had this song in my library since I got into Kpop almost a year ago (8 days and it will be a year) and Chelsea was like “here” and sent me a playlist with this song on it. Now, we are going to see Jay in Chicago on the 24th and we’re both so excited! This is always a good starting point for me when I try to listen to more of his songs in order to “prepare” for the show later this month.

Tome Topple TBR

Tomes are books that are over 500 pages. They are daunting and scary to think about reading. For the next two weeks, I am going to try to read three of them. Two on audiobook and one physically, so let’s see what books I am planning on reading!

Sam from Thoughts on Tomes on YouTube is the creator and host of this two week readathon. This round is going from November 9th to November 22nd. There are five challenges and I have three books I want to read.

Challenge One is to read more than one tome.
Challenge Two is to read the tome that has been on your self the longest
Challenge Three is to read a tome that is part of a series.
Challenge Four is to read a tome in a genre not usually read
Challenge Five is to read an adult novel

Challenge Two and Five – Shadow of Night by Deborah Harkness

Challenge Three – Kingsbane (Empirium #2) by Claire Legrand

Challenge Four – Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë

I am going to listen to Kingsbane for the first week of the readathon and then move onto Wuthering Heights the second week. Physically at work or at home I am going to work on Shadow of Night. Recently I refreshed my mind on how A Discovery of Witches ended so I feel ready to finally take on the next book in that trilogy.