Current Library Loans

A few weeks ago I decided to upgrade my very beat up kindle and bought myself a new kindle paperwhite, which I am absolutely in love with. To combat spending a bunch of money on books though, I have been using my library cards a lot recently and thought I would share what I currently have out on loan at this moment!

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Love Decoded by Jennifer Yen
Fools in Love: Fresh Twist on Romantic Tales
A Magic Steeped In Poison by Judy I. Lin
Crush by Tracy Wolff
The Wedding Crasher by Mia Sosa

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The Inheritance Games by Jennifer Lynn Barnes
Every Last Word by Tamara Ireland Stone
The Rumor Game by Dhonielle Clayton & Sona Charaipotra
The Words We Keep by Erin Stewart
You’ve Reached Sam by Dustin Thao

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The Chandler Legacies by Abdi Nazemian
You Deserve Each Other by Sarah Hogle
Things We Never Got Over by Lucy Score

As you can see, there has been a lot of influence from booktok, as well as just browsing the new releases. I hope I can get to all of these because I am really excited for each one, and I have been reading a lot more recently now that I have my new kindle.

CIX in Chicago

I am kind of disappointed in myself for forgetting to vlog either concert I went to this week, but honestly it was probably for the best. A week ago I got to see CIX in Chicago, and while the boys did an amazing job, the concert experience was just very lacking. I was able to get gold which allowed us to have soundcheck, if you ever have the chance to do a soundcheck for Kpop groups DO IT. So we got to the venue about 3 hours early to line up and check in and vibe for banners and freebies, which we got none of. I’m not sure if people just were not Fix and didn’t have anything or if they just didn’t want to come down the gold line. I love collecting the fan banners so I am a little sad about that. But for soundcheck when you go in the venue you are instructed to keep your phones put up and just enjoy the experience. If you have your phone out, they probably will kick you out, its just a time to see the artists and enjoy. The problem with this soundcheck was that once we were inside, we had priority entry, so we were packed in the venue for TWO HOURS with no seats before the show was scheduled to even start. It was very hot and super tiring to be unable to really move or anything for that long. The concert though was so amazing, the performances were fire, and seeing Cinema with my own eyes was something I always wanted. But Chicago Fix, or just fans at the show, can the next time the boys come we all decide not to push each other?? While waiting for encore I almost had a panic attack because I was being pressed on from every side and felt like I couldn’t breathe and at that point I was so ready to go home. I really hope that if they get to come back to Chicago they get a seated venue or C9 does something a little better with the whole concert experience. All in all though I am so grateful to have been able to see one of my ult groups finally, after having their original tour cancelled and my ticket refunded back in 2020. So here are some of my favorite photos I took that night!

Review: These Deadly Games by Diana Urban

54653678These Deadly Games by Diana Urban
Publication Date: 
February 1st 2022
Publisher: Wednesday Books
Genre|Subject: Young Adult | Thriller | Mystery
Pages: 352
Rating: ★★★★

Let’s play a game.

You have 24 hours to win. If you break my rules, she dies. If you call the police, she dies. If you tell your parents or anyone else, she dies.

Are you ready?

When Crystal Donavan gets a message on a mysterious app with a video of her little sister gagged and bound, she agrees to play the kidnapper’s game. At first, they make her complete bizarre tasks: steal a test and stuff it in a locker, bake brownies, make a prank call.

But then Crystal realizes each task is meant to hurt—and kill—her friends, one by one. But if she refuses to play, the kidnapper will kill her sister. Is someone trying to take her team out of the running for a gaming tournament? Or have they uncovered a secret from their past, and wants them to pay for what they did…

As Crystal makes the impossible choices between her friends and her sister, she must uncover the truth and find a way to outplay the kidnapper… before it’s too late.

I feel like I have so many thoughts to organize after reading this one. To be honest it has been some time since I read something defined as a thriller/mystery so I was going in to this with very empty expectations, since I can’t remember the last time I read something like this to base any expectations off of. I am going to do my best to summarize my thoughts without giving any spoiler though, as it is a mystery, and to be honest I didn’t figure out who the culprit was until shortly before our main character did herself. Although I did have an ever growing list!

I’ve also been very out of touch with the bookish community, so I had to hype going in to this either. I found it on my recently added from my library and decided to check it out through Libby to read on my new Kindle. I have to admit, the synopsis seems a lot less sinister than everything that is actually going on in this book. The characters are an easily believable group of friends, but thanks to frequent flashbacks set throughout the novel, we get a good look at how the dynamics of the group were formed, and why things are the way they are.

I’m very mixed with how I feel about the pacing of the novel. While things kick off pretty quickly in the book, I felt that so much had already happened by the 50% mark I was dying to know who was behind everything that was happening and what was the reasoning. To me, that first half of the novel was so detail focused that towards the end of the book we were lacking the same detail and some plot points felt rushed to me. Especially the very end. While there were brief explanations given for things that happened off page, I was still confused as to how these conclusions came to be and disappointed we didn’t get to see them happen to better see the evolution of the plot.

I have been trying to get back in to touch with the booktube community and found something that BooksAndLala mentioned that sticks out to me about These Deadly Games that I think is what helped keep my interest the whole time and me being unable to put the book down. This would be the use of Red Herrings. While a lot of them weren’t blatant and in your face, they did help to guide you to create your own scenarios and conclusions to what was going on, without giving enough away to make you think you had the culprit at the same time. I didn’t have an idea of who it could be until shortly before Crystal uncovered it herself, and the way it happened was still a surprise to me as I read what was happening. This definitely kept me speeding through the book because I was dying (figuratively and unlike our friends in the novel) to figure out who it was and if my hunches were correct.

Overall, I really enjoyed reading this book, so much so I finished it in just 2 days. While there were things I didn’t like, that ended up lowering my rating to 4/5 stars, I still really enjoyed the book overall and would recommend it to someone else wanting a face paced mystery thriller. With the way the ending was left I would hope for a sequel, but if one does eventually come it would likely require a reread because I’m not sure how many details I would be able to recall while reading another novel in this same world with any remaining characters.

April 2022 Stuck On Repeat

I used to make youtube videos featuring my most played music every month, but it’s been difficult to download what I need working on hotel wifi while traveling for work. So, I decided I’ll make a monthly post here posting my top 10 most played songs from the month before, until I can figure out this whole SOR video situation.

Here are the top 10 songs I spent the most time listening to in April!

10. Maniac – Stray Kids

9. Love Me Like – Omega X

8. Jtrap – Jwiiver

7. Control – Ghost9

6. JikJin – Treasure

5. Wasted Youth – NINE.i

4. Daze Days – NINE.i

3. Beauty Inside – NINE.i

2. X-Ray – Ghost9

1. Parallel Universe – NINE.i

A lot of new music from rookie groups, but they are all so talented! This was an amazing month for releases! What were some of your most listened to songs?

~Chelsea

Long Time No See

Hello everyone! Chelsea here. Wow, I’m so happy I have the log in to this account still. I’ve gone through a lot over the past few years, I can’t believe it has been that long, and I want to give the blog game a try again. I’ll be continuing alone, so I will make a few changes to the page, to update some things. But I will be adding some new features and continuing some of my prior ones as well. If there is something kpop/kdrama/book related that you would like to see here, please feel free to reach out and let me know! I’m going to spend the day revamping everything. I also will apologize ahead of time, but I will be spamming with posts today, I have a lot. I want to do. I’ve been battling a lot with my depression and I think this may help me stay on track with things that help keep me happy. I’m also going to try and cross post my youtube content here as well, hoping for a way to keep myself accountable. So here’s to happy blogging.

Chelsea