Why hello there everyone! I hope October has been kinder to you than it has been to me. If you follow Kpop then you know some of the shit we have had thrown at us in the last couple weeks so I will not rehash all of that. I did want to come on and say that we are still alive.

Chelsea and I are still breathing (while it is hard some days, we are here). I am not going to speak for Chelsea and more other than the fact she is breathing because I know this month has hit her different than it has me and even while she is my best friend, I do not feel like I have the right to speak for her. So, continuing on, here is what has been going on in my life.

I took a break from reading. I took a break from watching anything that isn’t Kpop crack videos. I stopped posting on here. I do not think I have a recent picture on Instagram. I have not touched my YouTube channel in months. I took a break from the latter half of the comebacks from October. I got so overwhelmed with everything I just kind of stopped.

Towards the end of the month, I could feel myself wanting to crawl out of the hole I dug for myself so, here we are. I would sit and stare at my shelves and my books were calling to me. I started watching BookTube again. I was inspired for the first time in a long time. While I am still in that hole of life suck, I am starting to slowly coming out.

To start, I have been reading. I finally picked up a book and it’s kept my attention so that is a good sign. I picked up Lock Every Door by Riley Sager and I am about half way through it. I hope to finish it this weekend so I can get a review up sometime next week!

I have ideas for the blog again instead of the same thing every week. I mean, mostly it will still be the same things every week but I have some little sprinkles of ideas to change things up so please look forward to those.

I just recorded a little vlog-style Life Update for my Youtube channel! I think the last video I posted on there was in May and it was an announcement for a readathon I did nothing in. Before that the last video was in April and that was the end of the channel besides the Kpop concert vlogs I uploaded.

I am currently sitting on one vlog I need to get together and upload so hopefully that happens this weekend. By next week though, I would like to have my November Readathing TBR up as well as my TBR for Tome Topple happening in the next week.

So, all in all, things here are getting better. All I can do is keep pushing forward in hopes that all will be right in the world once more. Blog posts will resume, my Instagram should be active again, you will begin seeing my face on YouTube (I am so sorry), and I should meet my Goodreads Reading Challenge for the year.

I will see you on Monday with daily blog posts! Have a wonderful weekend and I look forward to hearing from you then. ❤

Taylor